I am just doing nothing.

I had a great time in Chicago. I even got to wander up to Madison, Wisconsin and visit my distant older brother Jeff and his family for a night. Victor and his friends took real good care of me.

Now once again I am sitting twelve stories up in my parent’s high-rise Guatemalan apartment. It’s been raining a lot today. Pooring. I mean, shower status. It’s nice though. Getting me all types of amped for fall, Halloween, scarves, soup. I don’t know why? Sometimes cold rainy days just make you feel that way. Right?

I start school two days after I get home. This will be my last semester at SLCC. Time to grow up I guess…even though my Mom has made my bed for me every morning I have been here.

Simple pleasures I tell you.

I love you.


So anyways,

I have had so much going on the this last month. I spent most of my weekends away — learning, laughing, traveling, experiencing. I attended the EVO conf, had a full-on 5siblings+parents+grandparent reunion in Pcity. I worked, I moved in with my Sissy.

I’ve been damn busy. I am going to visit my favorite person in Chicago tomorrow. I am overly excited/nervous/anxious/furiously happy to get to see him and wander through Chicago. I’ve never been. Have you? How is it? I’m already hot. And sweaty. Is that weird? Anyways, after I snuggle/bombard/SMOOCH my GBF I am going to visit my parents in Guatemala. I love Central America. And my parents. It’s going to be a great end to my summer.

But then what? I have been searching tirelessly for what I am supposed to be doing with my time/life/existence/power/money. And yes, I agree, I too think that I should be living in Maine for the Fall, and going to London for Christmas, and D.C. cherry blossom sighting in the Spring. Right?

I found an old fortune the other day when I was moving, it said:
Contentment is just around the corner for you. Look forward!

Hell yes.