i have a crush on you, utah.
i also have a crush on myself for getting in my 17th class for ze challenge at barre tonight. ALMOST DIDN’T MAKE IT.
And last but not least, my valentine. I am lucky to be able to take my time. I wake up and meditate/obsess/over-analyze/work through my thoughts every morning before I make bfast and get ready and I’m so grateful I have a flexible schedule that grants me the time I need. God only knows where I’d be without you, snooze button. (me, this morning, running late, per usual)
I have been struggling SO HARD lately to just enjoy the damn present moment and remember that whatever will be will be — regardless of whether or not I obsess over it. I’ve been driving myself absolutely mental and I wish that I could just remember to: “check yourself before you wreck yourself,” is what I say to myself right before/as I am wrecking myself (this still of a video I shot for my 1-second-a-day project is LITERALLY before I wrecked myself):
The sun hid all day today — but decided to grace us with their (his/her?!) presence at dusk, illuminating the tippy tops of the mountains — photo doesn’t nearly do it justice:
Today: 7. Me: -3.But you know what? I wouldn’t appreciate the days when I feel less frazzled, vulnerable and overall LIKE SHIT, if I didn’t have days that made me feel like this:
The “it” in this scenario is my damn mind.